Sunday, 07 December 2008
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Hey Everyone!
Its been FOREVER since I last blogged and I wanted to apologise. My internet at home hasn't been working for the longest time and its still not fixed! I can't begin to tell you how irritating it is. Anyway I'm in America right now and I love it here; you guys have EVERYTHING!
So the past two or three weeks I've been feeling really depressed so my diet has kind of gone off the rails. I get into these really deep depressions now and then where I don't want to see anyone, speak to anyone or leave my room. I just stay in bed and eat whatever there is and watch television. I didn't go to my training or ANYTHING! I bought some new jeans the other day and a 27 is now tight on me....I'm disgusted!
Since I've been in the states (I've been here for three days now) I have eaten:
-NO CARBS WHATSOEVER
-No red meat
-No sugar
-No cows products (the only dairy I have had is feta cheese and goats cheese)
-Lots of water
-Lots of fruits and salad
I am going back to London in two weeks and my boyfriend has been saying that he really wants me to have supermodel body which I want MORE THAN ANYTHING. So in the next two weeks i'm going to just eat salads, some protein (chicken, fish, turkey) and fruit and I've organised a trainer for 5 days a week. I'll have about 9 sessions with her and the days that I dont see her I will bike ride, walk, workout. I am DETERMINED NOW! I know I may not see the results I want but I figure in 2 weeks I can probably lose about 3 or 4kgs and then hopefully by the time I start university again (in February) I will be down 8-10. My goal weight is about 52kgs, right now i'm about 63kgs. I HATE IT!
I've also started to take supplements which will help my digestion so that my food doesn't just hang out in my stomach.
How have you all been? I've missed hearing from you!
Peace and Love
xoxo Posey
PS. How has Nicole managed to get so skinny again....I need her secret!
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