Sunday, 14 December 2008
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Dying for Perfection
I can't help but wonder if I will ever be happy with myself. I feel like i'm a work in progress and until I've reached where I want to be I'll never be perfect and I'll never be happy. In an ideal world I want:
To be 50kgs
Long healthy chocolate brown hair (right now i'm dark blonde)
Perminantly tanned skin
I guess in order to improve this that I just need to work out like crazy and stop eating so much, go to a solarium twice a week and get darker hair and extensions. I wish it was that easy! So its my birthday in February and I want to have lost almost 10kgs by then. I know that its a lot but I won't be happy at my birthday under the current weight that I am right now. My problem is that I HAVE TO EAT TO FUNCTION, if I skip breakfast I get so dizzy and start feeling sick and then I don't want to do anything all day and the worst part is that I end up snacking just after dinner. I have to find a way to eat 3-4 times a day but eat things that I can easily burn off and more during one gym session.
Yesterday I had this amazing saffron soup with fish and shellfish which I figure can't have been too bad for me, for dinner I had a bowl of cereal (kashi) with rice milk and lots of green tea. I suppose that isn't too bad maybe thats about 600 calories?
Anyway I'm going to go and work out so I can step towards my goal.
I hope that you are all doing ok, I've missed hearing from you!
xoxo Posey
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